I was always the shit show…
I was always the shit show for being the one worrying about bills, bottles and bedtime.
I said no countless times and so many times I let you manipulate the situation so my no always became meaningless, except to help you paint me as the villain.
I always found a way to take care of your kids and our kids so while the neighborhood gossips spread your lies, everyone knows I was handling the business of getting shit done.
I was always the shit show under the weight of your sociopathic guise compared with the reality.
But now that I’m speaking up and out, I feel lighter and less afraid. I am now the shit, showing up brings crowds just to see what’s up and about.